Jack ass

wad da hack..damn it...u r totally bias...y juz informed him n didn tell me at all...wtf!!!!

u really is f**ker jack ass...wasted my time...i not goin 2 write ur name on my blog as it will make my blog dirty....i tink u ady noe wad m i referring abt....u take everythings 4 granted!!! who do u tink u r? u r nth, dude!!! u juz a fucking bootlicker!!! dat's all...u dare 2 say u r not a bootlicker? o else how u survive until 2day? don try 2 act innocent in front of me....u damn jack ass!!!

U better leave me alone n don come n provoke me...o else i wont let u go and let u suffer like shit!!!

Blanked

2day woke up at 6smth...started played game until 7smth..get ready 2 meet my colleagues at 8am..so i started 2 brush up as fast as i could...b4 went out fr my house, i decided 2 get smth at living room...guess wad i saw? my owner r hugging each other tightly on da sofa...i was damn paiseh n walked bak 2 my room treat it as nth happened...i tink dey had sense dat i was around, so one of dem get up fr sofa n walk into washroom..hehe...if dey r my frenz, i surely take out my hp n snap da photo o make a video 4 dem...wakakkaka

After breakfast, went to Ponderosa 4 course..da course really is out of my expectations...it is not as fun as da 1st time i attended at Eden Hotel. Luckily David was around..so we keep bluetooth but dat oso a while coz his hp no battery....

On da course, i cant concentrate at all...my mind keep thinking of u..i tried 2 concentrate but it cant...how m i goin 2 get u out fr my mind? all my conversation v my frenz, surely ur name will be mentioned...i don 1 2 sink it deeply...i don noe wad 2 do now...totally blank...

Lame excuses

u might tink dat i m juz a small kid,dat's y simply gif me a lame excuses 2 stop my curiosity...don ustd dat y u not trust me? scare i leaked out ur secret? if i wanna say, sure got damn lots things 4 me 2say...but i choose 2 remain silent n support u in everything u do...however,in da end, i still cant gain ur trust!!! dis is wad make me upset da most...

i wanna make frenz v da real of u..n not da 1 who keep wearing mask...i tink u got 2 stop here..y u wanna wear a mask in front of me? scared of wad? n wad u gonna prevent? u wanna wear mask in front of other ppl, i don mind coz u wanna protect urself..i pour all my problems 2 u coz i trusted u n treat u as a part of my family but u....??really upset v ur behaviour today...

DULL

haih…damn it v my current life..
no fun..no entertainment…
m juz 21 year old…m I gonna lead dis kind of life till da end?
I don 1 dis kind of life…
work, eat n slp…damn dull….sumtimes out v frenz..dat's all
dis type of life not belong 2 me…
ARHGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG……………………………

Future

The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams

Idiot

sigh...i dunno y u gonna treat me in dis way...m ady tried vy hard 2 pleased u...but u seems like not appreciate at all...i tried 2 talk 2 u as muj as possible...make u laugh..but u juz like 'fu yen' me....u only appreciate da person who is rite in front of u...watever u did, juz tink of dem..wad about me? transparent?

fr dis seconds, i not goin 2 care anymore...don tell me anything about ur personal things anymore...u juz treat me like a f*cking idiot..happy den talk 2 me...o else don gif me a damn...i m goin 2 lead my own life now...ur name will be permanently deleted fr my frenz list....no more dinner o yumcha v u again...dat nite will be da laz nite....

Memories

Juz now in ofiice, checking da transaction history...suddenly all da memories between us flash in my mind...think da days we had...especially at ..... n cabana...really great fun n unforgetable...sitting der, smiling alone in front of pc screen...keke....how i wish u still here..m surely wont bored...at least moz of da nite u will acc me...but now...moz of da time having dinner r alone..n oso less go 2 cabana n those pub ady...without u, really no entertainment at all...not like laz time, every thursday n friday nite, surely report at cabana and handle bar...how i wish u appear in front of me right now...

....

Even in the little time we have..

known one another..

i can't help but care 4 u...

your heart, your soul..

...and all those crazy things u do....

but after dat it gets so complicated...

...u make it so hard 4 me to even try..

u don see it fr my point of view..

..we r so far apart and i am so young...

can u leave me here alone now...i don wanna hear u say...day u noe me..dat i shld be..

alwiz doing wad u say..cause i m trying 2 get through 2day..n der's 1 thing i noe..

i don wanna tink abt u..

it's not dat i don 1 2 tink of u...

..juz dat i cant while we r...how we r..

n it's not da way u 1 me to..

..maybe 1 day, but i cant lead u on..

da things u say...

..dey get 2 me..

u make me feel so guilty..n over wad??

juz stop pushing me away n den wanting me back...

u tink u haf got me all figured out..

..but in reality u have no clue..

things were so much easier..back in da start..

u tink u noe..but really u haf no idea..

all our conversation r forgotten..n arguments take thier place...

m juz a human..wad more do u want?

m juz 1 da things bak da way dey we r...

back wen we had a laugh....n i hated it wen we r gone...

i would lose without u ...i noe u find it hard 2 believe...

i do really nid u..

closing my eyes i count to ten...life was easier..wen we juz frenz..

we used 2 be so close...

but now we can b standing right beside each other n it still feels like we r miles

apart..

Damn Perfect???

Actually wad u all care of..wad m i gonna do is my own problems..dat is my character...y i muz follow her footsteps which is not my stlye at all....n totally different fr my style...wen u all gonna ask me do smth, pls think 1st...is it suitable me...PERHAPS she do it on dat way is perfect and doesn't mean dat apply on me oso perfect...nx time don simple shoot ur mouth..wen wanna talk 2 me, pls weight urself 1st..r u dat DAMN PERFECT?? No weaknesses?

DAMN IT!!!