~ sAD ~

i m juz an ordinary person..will feel sad too...don tink dat everyday i m laughing n talking bullshit 2 u all..does not mean dat i m free fr trouble...who noes deep inside my heart wad m i tinking..i juz don 1 2 affect u all mood...dat's y pretend nth happened in front of u all...m juz acting strong..thousand tonned of weight inside my heart...but i cant let it out..dunno who shld i go to...althought everytime u all ask me to say out my prob..but i really don haf da mood 2 tell u all wad had happened..not dat i m not trust u all..is juz dat i don wish 2 spoiled u all moods....m dat kind of environment, u tink suitable 2 talk?????? sumtimes da consolation fr u all i really appreaciate but it does not help at all n few suggestion r not make sense at all....perhaps i shld go 4 those who older than me...